#I normally dont show vents public but i think i made this expetion knowing there people out there who as been in the situacion as mine
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[ ~"Long Time"~ ] - Pokemon
Is been so long since your first adventure in Kalos, a lot of things happened and a lot of adventures you have all around the world, but things go as you never expected, you go back where your adventure started, finding a familiar face
What contains? Vent, Sensitve Content
Can be visualized as? Family Relation Ship, Friend Relation Ship
Professor Sycamore was always busy, as a Professor, he always needed to check all new information about Pokemons, and help out new trainers in their adventure, teaching them and giving them all the resources for they adventure, is a hard job, but something he was happy about it, all the memories and new face he meets, is there always something to remember and smile about, that what he love about his job
but, is always important to take a rest, and Professor Sycamore did after finishing checking all the information and helping out, going out of his lab, to take a walk, and enjoying the sun and the surroundings of Kalos, after all, he most of the time he inside the lab, is something he needs, taking a deep breath and sigh with a smile
as he walks, he looks around, the people, pokemon, the stores, and cafes, just enjoying his surroundings, the smell of all kinds of foods and desserts makes his tummy rumble, and he does a small laugh, he knows this gonna happen, thinking what to order for a small meal, something for sure he will order a coffee
as he got near one of the cafes, something caught his attention, an instinct of something familiar near him, confused about this feeling, looked around the entrance of the cafe where there were tables outside where very low people enjoying the food, one of them, he noticed a familiar face
it was You, he was surprised to see you, it had been so long, he remembered you when was younger, when you chose your first Pokemon, and all your journey, all the memories were passing fast in his mind, and now, look at you, you grow up but still remember you
he was happy to see a familiar face after so long time, he slowly go near your table and called your name "[Y/N]! is been so long" Professor Sycamore says, you finally noticing him "Look at you, you grow up eh?" he chuckles "It's very nice to see ya back, how you have been?"
You were nervous, Sycamore noticed that, but at first he can understand, it's been so long since saw each other faces, it was almost like the first time, so he let you talk in your peace, as you two talked, and you tried to respond his questions, he can't stop noticed, that odd feeling annoying him back on his mind, like you weird attitude, trying to almost avoid some normal questions or not even responding about it some of them, your voice, almost so quiet and forced to talk, almost that hint of sadness in it, and mostly, the eye contact, avoiding see him in the eyes or even face, is not like you uncomfortable to see someone in the eyes but, is like you scared of being someone you close with, hiding something you dont want to say, he can notice that, and as more you two talk, more that feeling is overwhelming him, something is wrong with you and he need to help you, after all, is what a professor must do
"Is everything alright?" Professor Sycamore asks, surprising you "I dont know what is happening but, I can make sure, I'm here to hear you, whatever is making you feel that way, I'm here for you kid" he says, looking at you with worried but calm expression, giving you a confident smile to make you understand everything will be alright
Your eyes slowly tears appear, you can't hold it anymore and hide your face on the table covering it with your arms and crying, trying to make the low sound as possible to not make attention, this worries Professor Sycamore, he never sees you this sad before, so hurt and broken, he was worried about what happen to you, but for now, he gently caress you back, "There there, let it all out, do not hold any single tear" he say, letting you cry and make all does feeling out
as you finally finish crying, feeling less heavy holding does feeling, you slowly explain to Professor Sycamore about what your feelings, he was mostly quiet all the time letting you talk all you need and mostly understand what happened to you, he was sad about what he hearing, "life was showing you the worse face eh?" he said, there a sad tone in his voice, is not something new to him but not so common too, of trainers giving up due other trainers who as been very rude to them for unjustified reasons, even the point being dangerous, he sighs
"Being a trainer, can bring a lot of good things, but a lot of bad things too, people often forget being a trainer is not just to show who the best of all around the world, but is also the journey, the friends you make in the way, the pokemons you meet and discover and join in your team, and most of all, the memories" Professor Sycamore carefully hold your hand, trying to give you comfort "I'm so sorry all this happen to you, but none of it is your fault alright? No matter what the other trainers as been say to you, all does words will never be real, I understand is now hard for you to feel the same way you felt in the past, are no longer the same eyes as people ruin your vision....but I can understand it"
"You not alone [Y/N], there a lot of people there who have been feeling the same as you, due to you are different from other trainers' vision and motivations, but that does not make you be less, alright?" Professor Sycamore looks at you, hoping he could comfort you from all you have been holding on your back, even was just simple words and talking, you feel relief, you need it, to someone to hear you, and you never feel you could do it due the trainers' vision as been show, as if your problems is just something dumb and not important, but Professor Sycamore as showing you it was not, he was there for you
he invite you to a coffee and desserts, to make you feel calmer and better and takes the time to pause the talk, he feels disappointed of how some people treat others because they do not follow what they want a like, everyone has they decisions and motivations in life and no one is in the right to change that because is not what you like, but the hit of the competition make people act in ways are not even human, to the point to break others with any excuses to show them they are 'better', a real trainer knows this is not the right way
after a snack, you feeling now more calm after that, Professor Sycamore is was happy to see you better, you still talk low but less nervous and more free away, he promise he will help you to front go on help you deal with this
he can see you struggle with anything related to Pokemon or even pokemons itself, almost like a phobia, afraid to be hurt by anything related to it...even he is sad about how the other trainers treat you to the point you even develop fear, that will not stop him to help you
Slow steps will be made to help you in this new journey, he will not force you to like Pokemon again, but will help you to make your life easy, to front does traumas and fears, to make you back to smile
You are very thankful to have someone like him to help you with this, you was feeling lost and almost like you do not belong in this world of how people make you believe, but Professor Sycamore shows you the opposite, you belong, and even if things will never be the same, you will slowly being yourself, no longer being influence from what others people told you/treat you
#A vent front myself#I normally dont show vents public but i think i made this expetion knowing there people out there who as been in the situacion as mine#As also a good reminder to everyone to please let people enjoy what they feel happy in what saga#And let them enjoy these game or shows as they like not everyone is for the battle or competicion#just becuse people dont have the same vision as you does not mean is incorrect that the way they enjoy things#Pokemon#Pokemon Y and X#Pokemon Y#Pokemon X#Professor Sycamore#Kalos#Reader#You#Y/N#TW: Vent#TW: sensitive#TW: Bullying#TW: Trauma Topics#TW: Phobia Topics
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